To make the previous post easy to understand:
1.We already married.
2.Still not held the party in Jakarta(our agenda are on next year,after the Chinese new year).
3.Planning to have baby after 3 years.
*fin*
30.3.09
27.3.09
Been trying to upload new photos from last week Hongkong Trip,but had no time.
Since Bob got back from South Africa,we got busy having dinner with families and relatives(Scratching my head,it's itchy now).Will try to post something tonite,while i'm alone at home and Bob went to have Dinner with 1 of his client hehe..(finger crossed).
these 3 days had a random mixed mood,i'm not happy at all,especially after had a long conversation with my Mom,she insist me to Fast forward the wedding party in Jakarta (and i don't really want to do it this year),she says things that so complex without knowing its hurt my feeling,her anxiety to have grandchild ASAP has pushing my buttons to the limit!!!
I do told her: i'm not gonna do a wedding party to impress other people and i will not raise a child because I had to pleased the family and told her I don't want to fight her will,told her try to understand,this is my life let me be what I am,let me be me.
By the end of the call,i told her to be more open minded and stay away from stupid-low class aunties that poisoning her mind with this conservative idea,i had enough and they will not be invited to my wedding party ,DAMN SURE!!!! i said it Out Loud!!
Bob know that I'm in such a bad mood these days (he know i'm not in a good term when: i let him drink coke during dinner time,i let him smoke anytime he like and i don't get excited when i pass Zara and mango stores),he told me: don't think too much,don't mad at your Mom,don't give pressure to yourself,i always be here for you.
Thanks Bob and thanks a million to my MIL,she encourage me to have a big heart and just relax.
So to make me comeback from the dead Mood,we're going to Macau tomorrow Morning !!...
horray!!!!
Since Bob got back from South Africa,we got busy having dinner with families and relatives(Scratching my head,it's itchy now).Will try to post something tonite,while i'm alone at home and Bob went to have Dinner with 1 of his client hehe..(finger crossed).
these 3 days had a random mixed mood,i'm not happy at all,especially after had a long conversation with my Mom,she insist me to Fast forward the wedding party in Jakarta (and i don't really want to do it this year),she says things that so complex without knowing its hurt my feeling,her anxiety to have grandchild ASAP has pushing my buttons to the limit!!!
I do told her: i'm not gonna do a wedding party to impress other people and i will not raise a child because I had to pleased the family and told her I don't want to fight her will,told her try to understand,this is my life let me be what I am,let me be me.
By the end of the call,i told her to be more open minded and stay away from stupid-low class aunties that poisoning her mind with this conservative idea,i had enough and they will not be invited to my wedding party ,DAMN SURE!!!! i said it Out Loud!!
Bob know that I'm in such a bad mood these days (he know i'm not in a good term when: i let him drink coke during dinner time,i let him smoke anytime he like and i don't get excited when i pass Zara and mango stores),he told me: don't think too much,don't mad at your Mom,don't give pressure to yourself,i always be here for you.
Thanks Bob and thanks a million to my MIL,she encourage me to have a big heart and just relax.
So to make me comeback from the dead Mood,we're going to Macau tomorrow Morning !!...
horray!!!!
23.3.09
Happy Notice
My honey is back from his work/business-trip and i went to Hongkong airport to pick him up and stay there a nite.
but i haven't had time to upload the photos i take,my reward shopping goodies...
I can't even check my desk computer during these few days...gotta be Ms.secretary for Boss..aikh!!!
gonna update soon..
xoxo
but i haven't had time to upload the photos i take,my reward shopping goodies...
I can't even check my desk computer during these few days...gotta be Ms.secretary for Boss..aikh!!!
gonna update soon..
xoxo
20.3.09
It take 27 years to beat my sleeping problem
It all started when i just got home from hospital,i was 3 days old.
From the first night till the next 5 days,every midnite i will scream my lungs out,i will not sleep,i just cry and cry.And i will have a good sleep during the day.
My Grandma then advise my Mom to take me to this friend of her that can see things that normal people can't ( that mean: he's an abnormal? :P).
My Dad was against this Hippo-po0cus stuffs,but my Mom can't bare to see me not getting good sleep every night (including her sleep time),so she take me to this Uncle anyway.
After a few note,reading books,the uncle told my Mom,that i should be baptised into Guan Yin Goddess foster child for my own good and the reason why i cry during nigh time because my old old ancestor spirit has visiting me most of the time(owwwww.....dat was not cool!!)
After that day,i'm doing fine,i play during the day and sleep sweetly during nigh time (weird!!)
But it did not stop there.
as long as i can remember,i never had good sleep unless i was too tired or i was on drug (mostly flu med)..
I will tend to wake up at night..just like that,open my eyes,look around,looking at the windows,the closet,the door,the ceiling,the floor.....for hours
one small sound will alert me right away.
During elementary school,i always sleep with my Sis,if she went to Grandma house or somewhere else,i will drag a mattress to my parents bedroom and sleep there,it did not stop till i'm in high school.
I'm so in tense mood during sleep time,i will woke up and talk or singing every nite during my sleep.
i guess that's all because when i'm 10 years old and we still staying in our old house,i will woke up at 2 in the morning,staring at window to see people shadow on the curtains,sometime 1 shadows sometime more.
and i will get sick the next day and my grandma had to go to temple to burn some papers stuffs and i will get better the next day..
The shadow things stop when i hit my puberty, but instead of shadows,i see people ,people that i never see before,i don't even know them,i only see them a couple of times every year and the same as the shadows things i will get sick (high fever) and my grandma will go to temple again (poor Grandma).
My weirdness has been a common things in my family,Mom told me that maybe I've been to sensitive and maybe the people that I'm seeing just my imagination.
i try to assure my self that it was just an imagination,i try to ignore the willing to woke up in the nite,i just cover my eyes with my pillow..it give me comfort till i fall asleep.
After i move to China for study,i still woke up a few times,still talking to my self,still walking around during sleep time,singing, but it's not every night.
After married life,then i found out that I'm cured (think so),i just need to close my eyes and in 3 minutes i will fall asleep,not waking up in the nite,i can sleep on my own without turning on the lamp or TV ,even with Bob been away from me this couple of weeks i still had a good sleep.
I do still talk and singing ,but never walking or moving around anymore.
it's strange,it does!!!
call my Mom last nite to let her know that now i can have a damn good sleep and wanna keep it that way.She was happy and glad,FiNally!!!
From the first night till the next 5 days,every midnite i will scream my lungs out,i will not sleep,i just cry and cry.And i will have a good sleep during the day.
My Grandma then advise my Mom to take me to this friend of her that can see things that normal people can't ( that mean: he's an abnormal? :P).
My Dad was against this Hippo-po0cus stuffs,but my Mom can't bare to see me not getting good sleep every night (including her sleep time),so she take me to this Uncle anyway.
After a few note,reading books,the uncle told my Mom,that i should be baptised into Guan Yin Goddess foster child for my own good and the reason why i cry during nigh time because my old old ancestor spirit has visiting me most of the time(owwwww.....dat was not cool!!)
After that day,i'm doing fine,i play during the day and sleep sweetly during nigh time (weird!!)
But it did not stop there.
as long as i can remember,i never had good sleep unless i was too tired or i was on drug (mostly flu med)..
I will tend to wake up at night..just like that,open my eyes,look around,looking at the windows,the closet,the door,the ceiling,the floor.....for hours
one small sound will alert me right away.
During elementary school,i always sleep with my Sis,if she went to Grandma house or somewhere else,i will drag a mattress to my parents bedroom and sleep there,it did not stop till i'm in high school.
I'm so in tense mood during sleep time,i will woke up and talk or singing every nite during my sleep.
i guess that's all because when i'm 10 years old and we still staying in our old house,i will woke up at 2 in the morning,staring at window to see people shadow on the curtains,sometime 1 shadows sometime more.
and i will get sick the next day and my grandma had to go to temple to burn some papers stuffs and i will get better the next day..
The shadow things stop when i hit my puberty, but instead of shadows,i see people ,people that i never see before,i don't even know them,i only see them a couple of times every year and the same as the shadows things i will get sick (high fever) and my grandma will go to temple again (poor Grandma).
My weirdness has been a common things in my family,Mom told me that maybe I've been to sensitive and maybe the people that I'm seeing just my imagination.
i try to assure my self that it was just an imagination,i try to ignore the willing to woke up in the nite,i just cover my eyes with my pillow..it give me comfort till i fall asleep.
After i move to China for study,i still woke up a few times,still talking to my self,still walking around during sleep time,singing, but it's not every night.
After married life,then i found out that I'm cured (think so),i just need to close my eyes and in 3 minutes i will fall asleep,not waking up in the nite,i can sleep on my own without turning on the lamp or TV ,even with Bob been away from me this couple of weeks i still had a good sleep.
I do still talk and singing ,but never walking or moving around anymore.
it's strange,it does!!!
call my Mom last nite to let her know that now i can have a damn good sleep and wanna keep it that way.She was happy and glad,FiNally!!!
18.3.09
Photo Box
Aya...finally had time to scanned out the photo.
Taken 10 days before Bob's Job trip,Went to see Transporter 3 at the same day.
We both never Ever had our photo box session before...and i insist that day to have one.
Enjoy then!!
(taken at China Plaza 7th Floor,40 RMB)
5 Things I can't live without
1.Chili sauce
From Shrimp paste,ABC sauce,sweet sour spicy sauce,i will surrender my self completely to any spicy sauce.
2.Guling (long Pillow)
I need to hug and sniff the "guling" 15 minutes before sleep-during sleeping,while watching movies,the minute 1 woke up.
3.Magazine
Any type,Gossip,fashion,animal,plant,politic. I need it in the bathroom.
4.Music
any type of music, need it to make me sleep if I'm alone,shower,jogging,write my blog,Alarm,doing household chores.
5.Contact lens
I can't go and meet people with my "nerd" glasses hang on my face,contact lens..contact lens make me Perfect!!
From Shrimp paste,ABC sauce,sweet sour spicy sauce,i will surrender my self completely to any spicy sauce.
2.Guling (long Pillow)
I need to hug and sniff the "guling" 15 minutes before sleep-during sleeping,while watching movies,the minute 1 woke up.
3.Magazine
Any type,Gossip,fashion,animal,plant,politic. I need it in the bathroom.
4.Music
any type of music, need it to make me sleep if I'm alone,shower,jogging,write my blog,Alarm,doing household chores.
5.Contact lens
I can't go and meet people with my "nerd" glasses hang on my face,contact lens..contact lens make me Perfect!!
17.3.09
100
Aduh...i forgot to congrats my self for my posting more than 100.
and the good news: Bob ticket has been confirm,he will arrive at Hongkong airport this Saturday afternoon and i will be waiting for him in front gate..ho ho ho (happy laugh!!).
and we will be staying in Hongkong for a nite,Shopping-eat-shop-eat-shop-eat Oh yah + catching up on Bob stories with,while my eyes wandering the clothes rack haha
Too bad my Mil can't go with us,She had meetings and already promise her friends(or her Gang) to hiking and be back on time to cook dinner for us on sunday...pewww..busy busy bunny!!
FIL? aww..he won't go with us young people...he rather play mahjong with his friends then go with us 2 hot birds hahaha...
i'm gonna try to sleep well tonite and hoping Friday will come soon
I finally can meet my hubby...yeah!!!.....
* Kelly Clarkson: My life would suck without you* --> good song to match this post :P
Pet Society Versus Kai Xin 001
I've been abandoning my pet game on FB...
i think the last time i really fully visiting all of my pet friends hem..let me think 3 weeks ago...yap right!! 3 weeks..
this few weeks..i was busy with a new games..
Bob introduce it to me,since he been sitting on the computer more than me during night time,i fel disturbed!!so i ask him to explain what he's into...
bla.bla...ya...ya...tis...tos...ee...rrrr....
after 20 minutes listening his speech,i manage to make a new account on the next day huehue...
www.Kaixin001.com
it's more like a copy of FB,but it's not...not sure..the game quite different and more simple on the graphic side..and it's in chinese!!!
60% of my office employee including the account has start playing it..
i like the Garden game one,the "good vibration"feeling when u succeed other friends fruits of their hard work labors = AMAZING!!!
Now,My gardening level were on level 5,Bob's 6,i manage to mantain Bob's Account...to steal and become rich ahaha...
once u had enough money,u can pay your poor friends to become your slave,u can go work,had a huge parking lot with their expensive cars Collection,etc.
How can i manage to check in to Pet Society again?? Poor Baoboli (my pet character name) .
PS; Is anybody watching Dancing with stars Season 8? I do and i like it ...amazed!!!
My Macau trip (14/03/09)
Ha ya...finally my PC come back to my desk....ow..u coming back baby... so i don't have to use Alin's small-dark-super beat slow-boring PC anymore ha ha...
no Thanks to Alin..your Pc really F***D up,girl (ungrateful me!!) Lol!!
Oh yah..i just remember that i forgot the Friday 13th (it not happen every months and i forgot it..darn!!) and i also don't remember last Saturday was "white day".
Wat da hell is white day anyway???? people was talking about it,i don't get it..never celebrate it!!
So last saturday,i woke up at 05:30,feed my hamster,take shower,preparing money and pasport.
and zoom zoom to Rudi's house then we take a cab to landmark Hotel,got the second bus to go to Zhuhai,hooray..i fall asleep right away.
2 hours and 15 minutes later,we arrive at Zhuhai -Macau Border gate,to found out we are not the only 3 that planning to go to macau,there are a long line,about 3 KM line (i think so.i sucks at math).
then we were pushing to the line by the people around us..till we get to the building....
thank God,only 5 foreigners standing on foreigners booth ha ha..it's good to be foreigner (sumtime).
It take 15 minutes to pass both of the Border.
then free bus shuttle ride to venetian....
Venetian,what can i say..it's beautiful,the investor really damn rich ,man!!!
one things that i dont' agree with Elsa,the food court foods was good la...i like it!!!
although it was damn expensive,example: for dinner i order Korean Ramen (1 packs of ramen = 5 RMB,local restaurant 1 bowl ramen = 15 RMB,but in Venetian :65 RMB)
I can't dress nicely that day (too lazy or too cold? whenever it's cold,i will dress Super casual,don't know why)
# Lunch time with Willy
(stupid Pc just re-start by it self!!i lost half of my input!!!)
At lunch time,we meet Rudi's good friend ,Cing cing,i call her Cicik(Sis),because she was older than me and since i call Rudi, koko(bro)..so i think i do should not call her by her name.
Cing Cing was amazingly Funny one,she laugh,make corny jokes (most of it Was porn jokes and i like it haha)...She dare to take weird photos..and share it all out..haha
we 4 have a great time there.
I bought a lots of chocolate big bar,it's so big!! since i don't know what to buy from macau for the girls in office,what more better than Chocolate??
I also buy a few packs of Pork Jerky..It's YummmY...gonna give 1 packs to My Mil.
i bought a new animation t-shirt for Bob from Giordano!!! it's so cute!!
Damn where is the Camera when u need one!!!!!!!!!!!
Will upload the pictures once i get my camera back.
Need to be carefully on writing this blog..i don't know when my Pc will restart it self again.
(so forgive me,if the story was to short!! and mixed up without any explanation)
now i had finish this post quick,since the IT guy gonna rip off my computer once again and i need to use the other computer....for today!!
Crap!!!!
I'm really beat down that day..so tired..and my ankle is hurt like hell!!
got home at 23:30 ...Dreaming about playing poker and win a millions that nite "lol"
no Thanks to Alin..your Pc really F***D up,girl (ungrateful me!!) Lol!!
Oh yah..i just remember that i forgot the Friday 13th (it not happen every months and i forgot it..darn!!) and i also don't remember last Saturday was "white day".
Wat da hell is white day anyway???? people was talking about it,i don't get it..never celebrate it!!
So last saturday,i woke up at 05:30,feed my hamster,take shower,preparing money and pasport.
and zoom zoom to Rudi's house then we take a cab to landmark Hotel,got the second bus to go to Zhuhai,hooray..i fall asleep right away.
2 hours and 15 minutes later,we arrive at Zhuhai -Macau Border gate,to found out we are not the only 3 that planning to go to macau,there are a long line,about 3 KM line (i think so.i sucks at math).
then we were pushing to the line by the people around us..till we get to the building....
thank God,only 5 foreigners standing on foreigners booth ha ha..it's good to be foreigner (sumtime).
It take 15 minutes to pass both of the Border.
then free bus shuttle ride to venetian....
Venetian,what can i say..it's beautiful,the investor really damn rich ,man!!!
one things that i dont' agree with Elsa,the food court foods was good la...i like it!!!
although it was damn expensive,example: for dinner i order Korean Ramen (1 packs of ramen = 5 RMB,local restaurant 1 bowl ramen = 15 RMB,but in Venetian :65 RMB)
I can't dress nicely that day (too lazy or too cold? whenever it's cold,i will dress Super casual,don't know why)# Lunch time with Willy
(stupid Pc just re-start by it self!!i lost half of my input!!!)
At lunch time,we meet Rudi's good friend ,Cing cing,i call her Cicik(Sis),because she was older than me and since i call Rudi, koko(bro)..so i think i do should not call her by her name.
Cing Cing was amazingly Funny one,she laugh,make corny jokes (most of it Was porn jokes and i like it haha)...She dare to take weird photos..and share it all out..haha
we 4 have a great time there.
I bought a lots of chocolate big bar,it's so big!! since i don't know what to buy from macau for the girls in office,what more better than Chocolate??
I also buy a few packs of Pork Jerky..It's YummmY...gonna give 1 packs to My Mil.
i bought a new animation t-shirt for Bob from Giordano!!! it's so cute!!
Damn where is the Camera when u need one!!!!!!!!!!!
Will upload the pictures once i get my camera back.
Need to be carefully on writing this blog..i don't know when my Pc will restart it self again.
(so forgive me,if the story was to short!! and mixed up without any explanation)
now i had finish this post quick,since the IT guy gonna rip off my computer once again and i need to use the other computer....for today!!
Crap!!!!
I'm really beat down that day..so tired..and my ankle is hurt like hell!!
got home at 23:30 ...Dreaming about playing poker and win a millions that nite "lol"
16.3.09
Notice
Can't post anything today...owi meant NoW !!
Office PC was broken to pieces (i think i kick it too much)....
anyway..better wait at home....edit pictures and write my blog with a cup of almond pudding hoho....
I miss my hubby!!!!!
Ps: Welcome to blog world,Nonik!!!
Office PC was broken to pieces (i think i kick it too much)....
anyway..better wait at home....edit pictures and write my blog with a cup of almond pudding hoho....
I miss my hubby!!!!!
Ps: Welcome to blog world,Nonik!!!
12.3.09
Dreams
My dreams,when I'm:
0 day: Unlimited milk stocks.
1 years old: pull out all Peki long hair (!st Puppy that we had).
5 years old: Move to my Grandma house for good (she make good foods).
10 years old : have a younger brother for my self so i can ask my parents to throw away my little sister to the dust bin ( i have him a few months later) and my parents still keeping my sister (*.)
* Sorry Sis LOL*
15 years old: want to be 17,so i can have a boyfriend.
20 years old: Become Mrs. Dicaprio (it never happen"sigh)
25 years old: got 8 grade for my Chinese yearly exam (HSK)
Now,27 years old: got my International driver license,Travelling to Xi an/vietnam/Japan
0 day: Unlimited milk stocks.
1 years old: pull out all Peki long hair (!st Puppy that we had).
5 years old: Move to my Grandma house for good (she make good foods).
10 years old : have a younger brother for my self so i can ask my parents to throw away my little sister to the dust bin ( i have him a few months later) and my parents still keeping my sister (*.)
* Sorry Sis LOL*
15 years old: want to be 17,so i can have a boyfriend.
20 years old: Become Mrs. Dicaprio (it never happen"sigh)
25 years old: got 8 grade for my Chinese yearly exam (HSK)
Now,27 years old: got my International driver license,Travelling to Xi an/vietnam/Japan
11.3.09
2 nights away from home
I post :homesick on my FB status,not that I'm missing my Jakarta home,but i miss my China Home,my apartment the one where Bob's stuffs,my stuffs,a few of plants, lots of pillow and cushion plus 2 little hamster are.
Since bob went to South Africa,he been calling and suggest me to stay at his parents house for a couple of nights.
so last Monday, i arrive at my In laws home on 19:00,have dinner and then went to china plaza to meet Willy at Starbucks (willy has been the colors of my "single life" lately Lol..
Come back to In Laws home after 22:00,take a shower and went to bedroom (i share the room with My Mil,she insist that i sleep with her,it's ok for me coz her room heater was damn good,love it!!).
She went to sleep right away, and i can't,i read Marley & me for an hours then resting my eyes,can't sleep well through the nite,i think it's normal right?
She woke me up at 06:30,too early....hu hu ..hu...She fixed oatmeal,eggs and a glass of milk for my breakfast then she went to work,my FIL already woke up at 5 in the morning to have his morning swim and go to work from the club.
I leave at 07:40,take metro and arrive in the Office a bit early 08:40.
The next night,after having dinner with Willy,i went home right away,both of my in laws were not at home till 22:00,they were shocked that i already at home,watching TV in my pajama ha ha..
My Mil re-heat the ginseng soup and pour some for me,yummy...
I call Bob and let her talk to Bob.....
I miss Bob,i think he doing a lot better there,since he found 1 Chinese foods restaurant there..ha ha...
he told his Job can be finish around next week.he gonna booked the plane to go back to Hongkong next Friday,me and my Mil will pick him up and we gonna stay in Hongkong for 1 night.
I want this weekend to be end soon.i miss him so much.
Last night i sleep at 22:30,my In laws still busy reading afternoon newspaper and drinking tea.
I woke up by surprise,she did not woke up me like yesterday...i woke up at 07:15,shocked, rush to shower....he pack 1 bread,1 apple and milk for me (feels like in kindergarten here)..
I was so sure,I'll be late..but I arrive in office earlier that yesterday,this morning i come at 08:30.
I'm going home to my home today..i miss my bed....
I mizz Bob the most
Since bob went to South Africa,he been calling and suggest me to stay at his parents house for a couple of nights.
so last Monday, i arrive at my In laws home on 19:00,have dinner and then went to china plaza to meet Willy at Starbucks (willy has been the colors of my "single life" lately Lol..
Come back to In Laws home after 22:00,take a shower and went to bedroom (i share the room with My Mil,she insist that i sleep with her,it's ok for me coz her room heater was damn good,love it!!).
She went to sleep right away, and i can't,i read Marley & me for an hours then resting my eyes,can't sleep well through the nite,i think it's normal right?
She woke me up at 06:30,too early....hu hu ..hu...She fixed oatmeal,eggs and a glass of milk for my breakfast then she went to work,my FIL already woke up at 5 in the morning to have his morning swim and go to work from the club.
I leave at 07:40,take metro and arrive in the Office a bit early 08:40.
The next night,after having dinner with Willy,i went home right away,both of my in laws were not at home till 22:00,they were shocked that i already at home,watching TV in my pajama ha ha..
My Mil re-heat the ginseng soup and pour some for me,yummy...
I call Bob and let her talk to Bob.....
I miss Bob,i think he doing a lot better there,since he found 1 Chinese foods restaurant there..ha ha...
he told his Job can be finish around next week.he gonna booked the plane to go back to Hongkong next Friday,me and my Mil will pick him up and we gonna stay in Hongkong for 1 night.
I want this weekend to be end soon.i miss him so much.
Last night i sleep at 22:30,my In laws still busy reading afternoon newspaper and drinking tea.
I woke up by surprise,she did not woke up me like yesterday...i woke up at 07:15,shocked, rush to shower....he pack 1 bread,1 apple and milk for me (feels like in kindergarten here)..
I was so sure,I'll be late..but I arrive in office earlier that yesterday,this morning i come at 08:30.
I'm going home to my home today..i miss my bed....
I mizz Bob the most
Hazard Question
Lately i got lots of friends added in my FB acc,most of them are from my primary school and high school friends,friends that i haven't see or talk for almost a decade,esp on the high school one,i do still keep good contact with my elemantary friends.
I was so happy to meet them once again,catching up with the old story and their new life,until 1 major question that everybody just had to ask:
How many kids you have??
Oh my ...is it life was about it???getting married,have a packs of kids?
I'm so troubled by this question,that i had to ask myself:is it life was so over for me?,like having kids is their main goal as a human?
I'll be 28 years old this year,so i SHOULD HAVE KIDS??I HAVE TO?
even my Grandma has been requesting me to have a child this year,She want 3 grandchild from me,3....3??? Just shoot me in the head.
I won't say that i don't want to have a child,i love kids....adore them,but not now...
one of my friends ask:
why not now?
* why now? it's not like u making instant noodles,i want to be prepare,not i but the whole family.
why u wait?
* I don't wait,i never wait,if by accidentally i become pregnant i will jumps to the sky of happiness
u not getting young each day!
* I know,i saw the wrinkles,the flabby arms,the white hairs
don't be selfish,you eggs will dry soon!
* Eggs...ehm..fried eggs?
your husband will not want u anymore once u can't give him a child!
* Hahaha....LMAO
u will be 60 when your kids 20.
*It's Ok
there are so many reason to fight my will for not having kids.
i want a child,i give us (me and Bob) 3 years of life just the two of us,i want these "the 2 of Us" things, i know when I'm having my Baby I'll be 30 somethings,it's OK...
even my In laws telling me :we not gonna push u to do something that you don't like,with or without grandchildren,we still love you both.
my MIl tell me: u have to enjoy your life,go see the world.
I'm not sorry to say this : I Don't have a child,I postpone them,it's not in my agenda for a few years a head,but when "the baby"come,we will accept her/him with full love and be grateful that we can be the parents.
But for now: i just replied them: No kids guys...
I was so happy to meet them once again,catching up with the old story and their new life,until 1 major question that everybody just had to ask:
How many kids you have??
Oh my ...is it life was about it???getting married,have a packs of kids?
I'm so troubled by this question,that i had to ask myself:is it life was so over for me?,like having kids is their main goal as a human?
I'll be 28 years old this year,so i SHOULD HAVE KIDS??I HAVE TO?
even my Grandma has been requesting me to have a child this year,She want 3 grandchild from me,3....3??? Just shoot me in the head.
I won't say that i don't want to have a child,i love kids....adore them,but not now...
one of my friends ask:
why not now?
* why now? it's not like u making instant noodles,i want to be prepare,not i but the whole family.
why u wait?
* I don't wait,i never wait,if by accidentally i become pregnant i will jumps to the sky of happiness
u not getting young each day!
* I know,i saw the wrinkles,the flabby arms,the white hairs
don't be selfish,you eggs will dry soon!
* Eggs...ehm..fried eggs?
your husband will not want u anymore once u can't give him a child!
* Hahaha....LMAO
u will be 60 when your kids 20.
*It's Ok
there are so many reason to fight my will for not having kids.
i want a child,i give us (me and Bob) 3 years of life just the two of us,i want these "the 2 of Us" things, i know when I'm having my Baby I'll be 30 somethings,it's OK...
even my In laws telling me :we not gonna push u to do something that you don't like,with or without grandchildren,we still love you both.
my MIl tell me: u have to enjoy your life,go see the world.
I'm not sorry to say this : I Don't have a child,I postpone them,it's not in my agenda for a few years a head,but when "the baby"come,we will accept her/him with full love and be grateful that we can be the parents.
But for now: i just replied them: No kids guys...
9.3.09
Life without Camera
I'm so.....(like falling down from the hill) for can't take any narcissist and any kind of photos on my life these day.
Bob had my camera,so leave me relying on my Mobile phone camera & webcam (i'm not gonna use it for sure)
So don't expect me to upload any photos for these weeks huhuhu...
I want!! this Lomo Camera
http://www.lomographyasia.com/shop/?showproduct=1115
Rainy weekend
I'm so mad to the bad weather that we had in Guangzhou this month,the reason to be mad:
1.Why it's had to be raining 24 hours and the temperature drop to 11C degree while Bob was away,it make the weekend more hard to pass by :LOL
2.I can't wash any clothes,it's too wet and sticky and i don't want to wash the same clothes for the second time
3.I had to wear shoes,boots,sport shoes,i miss my sandals,my Crocs.
4.I can't go running naked to the bedroom (from bathroom) without starting the heater.
But i had a good Saturday : starting having High Tea with Willy and Rudi,then go to My old University,then to the old Chinese language school (@ Elsa,visitors need to show ID card to entries the school,so i start talking in bad chinese grammar then the security let us in haha).
They had Mcdonald now,so me and willy just hanging out,picking on the fries and drinking hot choco milk,then we went to Bookstores.
FYI: the Cupcakes book already sold out.
1 hours at the bookstores then we went to teem mall,i need to lay my feet,i'm getting old haha...
Later Rudi call us,he will meet us at Pandan(Indonesian Cuisine).
i was thinking TAXI,then willy told me: let's take a walk,it's not that far from here anyway..
I can't say no...(i told Bob and he just laugh..silly...)
it take around 20 minutes(by walk) to arrive at the restaurant..we order foods right away....starving !!
I need to take 25 minutes by Bus to get home ...
For sunday: i just stay at home,sleep till noon,making lunch,watching a dozens of reality show then went to market to buy fruits...i found cranberries,it's not everyday they market have it
i use the cranberries for my monday oatmeal breakfast mixed with milk and Raisin..yummy!!
PS; After work,i'll be going to my in laws house to have dinner,she worrying sick that i don't have a proper meal,i will stay there for 2 nights.
i dont really like to stay at other people house,i like my house (the one where all your stuffs were )...
But Bob keep asking me to stay there for a couple of days,they worrying sick about me...
too bad i can't take my "long pillow" /guling.
and i'm kind of missing the Soup that my Mil make..it's delicious.
about Bob: he's home sick,he miss me,his parents,chinese foods,chinese soups..and the weather is too hot...he can' take it..haha....
i'm wishing the best for him and hope he can finish his job fast...
i miss him too...
1.Why it's had to be raining 24 hours and the temperature drop to 11C degree while Bob was away,it make the weekend more hard to pass by :LOL
2.I can't wash any clothes,it's too wet and sticky and i don't want to wash the same clothes for the second time
3.I had to wear shoes,boots,sport shoes,i miss my sandals,my Crocs.
4.I can't go running naked to the bedroom (from bathroom) without starting the heater.
But i had a good Saturday : starting having High Tea with Willy and Rudi,then go to My old University,then to the old Chinese language school (@ Elsa,visitors need to show ID card to entries the school,so i start talking in bad chinese grammar then the security let us in haha).
They had Mcdonald now,so me and willy just hanging out,picking on the fries and drinking hot choco milk,then we went to Bookstores.
FYI: the Cupcakes book already sold out.
1 hours at the bookstores then we went to teem mall,i need to lay my feet,i'm getting old haha...
Later Rudi call us,he will meet us at Pandan(Indonesian Cuisine).
i was thinking TAXI,then willy told me: let's take a walk,it's not that far from here anyway..
I can't say no...(i told Bob and he just laugh..silly...)
it take around 20 minutes(by walk) to arrive at the restaurant..we order foods right away....starving !!
I need to take 25 minutes by Bus to get home ...
For sunday: i just stay at home,sleep till noon,making lunch,watching a dozens of reality show then went to market to buy fruits...i found cranberries,it's not everyday they market have it
i use the cranberries for my monday oatmeal breakfast mixed with milk and Raisin..yummy!!
PS; After work,i'll be going to my in laws house to have dinner,she worrying sick that i don't have a proper meal,i will stay there for 2 nights.
i dont really like to stay at other people house,i like my house (the one where all your stuffs were )...
But Bob keep asking me to stay there for a couple of days,they worrying sick about me...
too bad i can't take my "long pillow" /guling.
and i'm kind of missing the Soup that my Mil make..it's delicious.
about Bob: he's home sick,he miss me,his parents,chinese foods,chinese soups..and the weather is too hot...he can' take it..haha....
i'm wishing the best for him and hope he can finish his job fast...
i miss him too...
Women day
Happy Women day "Chinese Version" --? is there any other version??
3.8 = San Ba 三八
I don't get it,why they don't choose other date? why 3.8,FYI in china we usually call ladies/old women that talk to much "3.8" ha ha....get it?
the "one" that declare the women day must be a man,because only Gay man that can be 3.8
So every time this day come,all department stores were having major big discount on every items,and it's wrapped in pink Ribbon...
gosh can u imagine a 3 door fridge wrapped in a jumbo pink ribbons with a sign "30% discount to celebrate the women day"--> i never understand it ever!!
are We women were related so close to discount label?
as i saw in Guangzhou department stores yesterday,the ladies are shopping madly and the husband/boyfriend sobbing almost reaching the break down level ha ha ha...
I don't get anything this year,not that i got anything last year.
I don't celebrate this shopping idea,it's like all u can eat for 1 day, i choose to shopping when i want to..and i'm gonna buy a small gift for my self tonight for good behaviour during weekend on Bob's Card (he insist!!) thanks Bob..u were such a darling
3.8 = San Ba 三八
I don't get it,why they don't choose other date? why 3.8,FYI in china we usually call ladies/old women that talk to much "3.8" ha ha....get it?
the "one" that declare the women day must be a man,because only Gay man that can be 3.8
So every time this day come,all department stores were having major big discount on every items,and it's wrapped in pink Ribbon...
gosh can u imagine a 3 door fridge wrapped in a jumbo pink ribbons with a sign "30% discount to celebrate the women day"--> i never understand it ever!!
are We women were related so close to discount label?
as i saw in Guangzhou department stores yesterday,the ladies are shopping madly and the husband/boyfriend sobbing almost reaching the break down level ha ha ha...
I don't get anything this year,not that i got anything last year.
I don't celebrate this shopping idea,it's like all u can eat for 1 day, i choose to shopping when i want to..and i'm gonna buy a small gift for my self tonight for good behaviour during weekend on Bob's Card (he insist!!) thanks Bob..u were such a darling
8.3.09
Something to remember
12小时内启程到莫桑比克:
还有12小时我就要出发到香港，好五舍得家人同爱人。。老婆一直忙于帮我收拾行李，而且将我乱78遭的行李搞得整整有条。。。看见她我真的唔舍得，而且又怕她一个人照顾五到自己。
还有12小时我就要出发到香港，好五舍得家人同爱人。。老婆一直忙于帮我收拾行李，而且将我乱78遭的行李搞得整整有条。。。看见她我真的唔舍得，而且又怕她一个人照顾五到自己。
5.3.09
Belated Post from last weekend
ow Noo....i think i forgot already... i just remember that we meet Rudi,Willi,Xiao Fang (Rudi's beloved assistant) at Sha Mian Starbucks for an hours. Oh yah before meeting them,me and Bob had dinner with MIl,FIL and Uncle and Auntie Lo, they celebrating Uncle Lo moving to his new house,hooray...he even treat us for having Abalone soup/person.
# just had to take this photo with MIL,same Stipes Shirt (hers inside the raincoat),same black leggings#
then on Sunday,me and Bob went to Garden Hotel area,Bob is having his hair cut and I'm just waiting at Starbucks with my brand new Glamour magazine.
After that we went to Plant market,I'm looking for sunflower seed. the nite was wrapped by having dinner at a brand new Vietnam restaurant that not far away from our apartment,and it will be the last time we will step our foot there,the foods terribly Yucky!!
# just had to take this photo with MIL,same Stipes Shirt (hers inside the raincoat),same black leggings#
then on Sunday,me and Bob went to Garden Hotel area,Bob is having his hair cut and I'm just waiting at Starbucks with my brand new Glamour magazine.
After that we went to Plant market,I'm looking for sunflower seed. the nite was wrapped by having dinner at a brand new Vietnam restaurant that not far away from our apartment,and it will be the last time we will step our foot there,the foods terribly Yucky!!
Happy 25 yers Birthday
1 year hamster year = 25 Human year So today my Hamster had their 1 years old b'day..what a lady. I clean their cage last Night,it smelled Chanel no 5..huehue Today they had a special treats,sunflower seed...i think they like...coz they finish a bowl of seeds in 3 minutes.
Many years to come for them (their maximum age 3 years) and Mamee will be here for them.
4.3.09
Furball
Browsing browsing browsing..
and i found this blog account,u all had to check it...it's so funny and amazing...all the pictures are so perfect,so beautiful,the colors,the hamster expression (jealousy!!)
....i bet the owner of the hamster are a pro photographer ..i louvre it!!
http://gucciandprada.blogspot.com/
Ow..ow...the cage they make for the hamster...A darling!!! 4 thumbs Up.
Talking about hamster,argh i never got any good angle on mine..they always moving around and whenever they sense me or Bob,the will non stop fighting each other..he he...
i make a Polaroid pictures for Dora
All Pictures that i had for Dora: always in sleeping position...
and i found this blog account,u all had to check it...it's so funny and amazing...all the pictures are so perfect,so beautiful,the colors,the hamster expression (jealousy!!)
....i bet the owner of the hamster are a pro photographer ..i louvre it!!
http://gucciandprada.blogspot.com/
Ow..ow...the cage they make for the hamster...A darling!!! 4 thumbs Up.
Talking about hamster,argh i never got any good angle on mine..they always moving around and whenever they sense me or Bob,the will non stop fighting each other..he he...i make a Polaroid pictures for Dora
All Pictures that i had for Dora: always in sleeping position...
Twins
Last Friday:
T: Suyiani (this is how she call and spell my name),ei where you wide turtle neck sweater? i never saw u wear it!!
Me: Wat...wat...which one? wat u talking about,babe?
T: aiya..have u forgot...the same sweater that we order from website a months ago,yours is maroon and mine is blue,i'm planning to wear it on monday.
Me: ow..dat one,it's still at home,i wear it once during CNY.
Monday T did not wear the sweater,the weather keep getting cold.
Tuesday T did not wear the sweater,it's still cold...brr
Today morning: After shower,i choose my red sweater, asking my self what will Tressa wear today ya...
i hope she's not wearing the same sweater, i had a weird feeling bout it but i ignore it. Arrive in office at 8:50,have my congee and a glass of milk. 09:10 Tressa open the door..and we yelled to each other..OOOH NOO!! everybody looking at us..and laugh....She did it...she wear the sweater!!... damnit T,i give u 2 days to wear the sweater and when my turn to wear it...u just had to...Omg!!
Ps; I will never let her see my online shopping list ANYMORE (kidding)
T: Suyiani (this is how she call and spell my name),ei where you wide turtle neck sweater? i never saw u wear it!!
Me: Wat...wat...which one? wat u talking about,babe?
T: aiya..have u forgot...the same sweater that we order from website a months ago,yours is maroon and mine is blue,i'm planning to wear it on monday.
Me: ow..dat one,it's still at home,i wear it once during CNY.
Monday T did not wear the sweater,the weather keep getting cold.
Tuesday T did not wear the sweater,it's still cold...brr
Today morning: After shower,i choose my red sweater, asking my self what will Tressa wear today ya...
i hope she's not wearing the same sweater, i had a weird feeling bout it but i ignore it. Arrive in office at 8:50,have my congee and a glass of milk. 09:10 Tressa open the door..and we yelled to each other..OOOH NOO!! everybody looking at us..and laugh....She did it...she wear the sweater!!... damnit T,i give u 2 days to wear the sweater and when my turn to wear it...u just had to...Omg!!
Ps; I will never let her see my online shopping list ANYMORE (kidding)
啊..啊..开心
Finally i can do something about my blog outlook
I had enough for today regarding word press..wer should i press??huehue....lazy me..
ah..i forgot to take my camera today..err..can't upload any new pictures or posting my last week event.
hip hip hooray for the new outlook
waiting till i had my lunch,pour a cup of tea,hugging cushion and reading Ci Ivy's Blog...
hesitate...
oops..gonna make step by step chat box introduction for elsa...i'm coming Sa..wait...wait..
I had enough for today regarding word press..wer should i press??huehue....lazy me..
ah..i forgot to take my camera today..err..can't upload any new pictures or posting my last week event.
hip hip hooray for the new outlook
waiting till i had my lunch,pour a cup of tea,hugging cushion and reading Ci Ivy's Blog...
hesitate...
oops..gonna make step by step chat box introduction for elsa...i'm coming Sa..wait...wait..
Good or bad news?
Dear beloved suppliers,
Thanking you all for the wishes and non stopping phone call that you girls do.
By the end of the phone call,i was wondering do i really fat? do i had the beer bellies? last time i check i still slim and i just finish my period.
Then y all of u saying congrats ....and that u all are so happy that I'm pregnant..
OMG!!!
I"M NOT PREGNANT,not that i know....
is it so wrong to bundle yourself with 1 Bra,1 tank top,1 tide wool shirt, 1 Wool Sweater,1 big Shawl and last but not least 1 big jacket to keep me warm during the killer winter?
Thanks again for the sweet talks on the phone,u all just make my day.
Ms.Suri
Thanking you all for the wishes and non stopping phone call that you girls do.
By the end of the phone call,i was wondering do i really fat? do i had the beer bellies? last time i check i still slim and i just finish my period.
Then y all of u saying congrats ....and that u all are so happy that I'm pregnant..
OMG!!!
I"M NOT PREGNANT,not that i know....
is it so wrong to bundle yourself with 1 Bra,1 tank top,1 tide wool shirt, 1 Wool Sweater,1 big Shawl and last but not least 1 big jacket to keep me warm during the killer winter?
Thanks again for the sweet talks on the phone,u all just make my day.
Ms.Suri
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